How the years have just rolled along … almost in sneak mode. Daughter had her 20th birthday this week, and I am sure that I can not be ‘that’ old yet. Maybe I really am ‘that’ old, honestly, this can’t be it, like isn’t there ’something’ else in life I could be doing? Instead, I am stuck baking bread for a living (sorta), don’t get me wrong, I love my job, but is that it?? I am stuck in a house I don’t want to be stuck in, I am stuck in a City I don’t want to be stuck in… I long for the country life again.
I want to get up at 4 in the morning, not because I have to go to work that early, but because I want to make a cuppa, sit on my veranda and wait for the birds to rise and shine, I want to watch the big trucks hauling their loads to the far off cities, I want to send the kids off to school, just around the corner and know they will get there safely, I want to have conversations at the local supermarket about rainfall and what the kids are getting up to at college in the big smoke, and when they are visiting again, I want to plan my Xmas day around local events, not who’s hosting this year and who’s going to be where, I want to mix up a batch of scones and head over to the neighbour’s place…. What’s wrong with these city folk. I want to crack open a stubbie and swat mozzies with the local crowd……waiting for their miners to get home.
In other news, it is fast coming to the end of the year, school ends in about 4 or 5 weeks, Josh in grade 6 next year, wow. Kasey bored shitless, wondering when that job opportunity will come knocking on his door. Hayl, still living life in the fast lane, she has herself sorted out, good on her. Me, well, I will just plod along as usual, work, home, sleep, wash, cook, clean, another boring life in suburbia. I want the country back……. ASAP.